hello!
NRP symposium was on saturday!
and that sort of marks the end of my NRP journey!
whoohoo~~!
presentations were okay
i only had 2 heee
the last prof assigned to me din come=(
but i saw him when i was talking to another prof!
anws too bad he din wan come back
but anw on that day i felt like i was the most luckiest most xing fu girl
lemme explain!
firstly, my parents were so nice to wake up so early (i had to be at ntu by 7.30am! imagine how early we had to wake!) and fetch me down to ntu with my big bulky poster.
they were like the only parents there, love them (:
and because i needed a laptop, so my prof DR LEE (: asked her student Catalin to come help me with the set up of the computer
and he helped me with practically everything
i still rmb being so lost with the poster etc
and he came in and did like everything for me
i tink i was like the only one who had a 'helper'
but he was like so great and so sweet really thanks alot, Catalin! (:
how come singapore guys cant be as nice and sweet as him aww haha
but yea that's what made me feel so lucky
it may not seem alot to you
but its enough for me (:


anw
i hope things get back to normal after we all be honest with one another (:

i'm tired.upset.depressed.angry.pissed.sad.sad.and more saddedd.

throwing aside all the unhappiness

i think i'm beginning to love council more
i mean, not that i feel very bonded to everyone
but i'm starting to feel more, how to say, i duno luh!
looking at sc's blog makes me very happeyyy (:
looking at all those who tagged who say that they enjoyed orientation
and they wanted download links for the dance videos and even the ilovesc video!
it just makes me real happeyy (:
i tink it applies to all councillors
it seems to show that all our efforts put in for orientation have paid off
despite it being screwed up behind the scenes
but you cant deny the fact that the J1s enjoyed themselves!
of course not to forget help from the OGLs and house comm
coz without you guys, all these will not happened
i want the thank my HARBOURFRONT OGLS!
although i dun tink they'll see this
but thanks guys! for all the fun and laughter
although you guys always make me angry by not turning up for game trials and recee
(you know never once was there full strength! hmmph!)
but you guys were like the most efficient!
your log was submitted and the 1st! yayy (:(:
and thanks to dance comm for coming up with floorfiller!
it really is very popular!
thanks to each and every councillor who put in much effort!
thanks to MELISSA who brought the muslim boys at harbourfront to the mosque
thanks to TAs who guided us along
thanks to many many ppl haha lazy to type here
despite everything that's happened, i hope we've grown together as one!
no more emo emo okay!
we are the 6th students' council, 30 strong (:(:

okayyy since orientation's over
now must support friendship day, r&e, ctc and invest okay! (:

some things are just so disappointing
am i not part of the class?
so you just don't bother to ask if when there's outings
i just HAVE to hear it through OTHERS
i know i've been mia-ing
but sometimes i was really not free
sometimes i don't feel like going
want to know why?
because everytime i go, i feel out of place
because everytime i go, i always keep quiet
because everytime i go, i don't seem to be able to clique with you all
because i'm not in the happening clique
because i don't usually open up to people easily
because i'm insignificant to you all
because everytime i go, i come back feeling upset and depressed
because everytime i go, it just makes me wonder if my existence amongst you all is needed

and see-ing all the outings that happened without me knowing
i think i'm quite sure that my existence is not needed
seriously

now, who says secondary school friends were made to last?
i think that's such a lie
well for me i guess

youguysreallydisappointmebutiguessionlyhavemyselftoblameionlyhavemycharacterandpersonalitytoblame

orientation's over
finally
debrief was...
nothing to say
or frankly
i dun wan say anything up here

thank you to those who came up to me to say words of encouragement
like CHEN PENG(:
no, i dun tink i deserve what you think of me seriously
and dun tink of that about yourself!

next week's friendship day
and then comes r&e
ctc
invest

seems like our council journey is coming to an end
although i know i dun really seem bonded to ppl in council
but i want to end it
with everyone that had gone through invest 2008 tgt
no more
no less

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LOH SHI YENG
Just another very ordinary girl

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